What I learn today – June 07, 2017

One of the most beautiful lesson I have learnt, when I was severely depressed many years ago and while I was discovering myself. But I was down to the lowest point of my life. Where I thought of suicide even, that I don’t have a point to live. No one understands me, whenever I wanted to have something from my family or close ones they all disappointed me. My trust was zero upon myself and for others, I still can’t trust anyone. But this below lesson, helps me discover myself from those dark passage of time, where I was not married at that time, have loads of money, house, no one to look at me, can commit any sin in the world, darkness was all around me.

But this text of Quran bring a light in my dark heart, I committed myself to change, I am still struggling alot. But this always brings me back from darkness. For all those who feel, we can’t come out of our situation, this will provide solace to you. I hope this inspires you to get out of your present situation. I am here for any help you want, I went to dark passage of life, I lived 2 face lives, one I have in my heart and the other for the public to see. No one came for my rescue, prayers did. I am here for your help, if you think no one can help you. I will try my best to help you!

So here is the quote for all those who want a change in life:

Allah says: โ€œVerily, Allah will not change the condition of a people as long as they do not change their state themselves โ€ [al-Raโ€™d 13:11]

25 Replies to “What I learn today – June 07, 2017”

  1. A friend once told me, There’s no sense looking back at your past if you’re looking forward to better future.
    It’s unfortunate of you to think of suicide, I’m glad you didn’t pushed it through…
    So many are fighting for their lives and some dead soul’s may still wish they had enough time to show some more love and asks for forgiveness.

    1. Thanks for your reply, well some past event and sometimes one nature along with life experience don’t let the bitterness takes away.

      And if one keeps on having it since childhood, it comes a point where you left it. But it didn’t mean the issues didn’t pile up.

      When it pile up, it’s creates more mess than having it. It’s that point of time, where you need help. If you don’t have anyone around, things will get really difficult to survive.

      I am glad I didn’t jump the borderline. And that’s the point I came to WordPress.

  2. My lovely caring bhai… may Allah gift u with jennahโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ

    Soo soo proud of you๐Ÿ€๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿผ

  3. You are such a kind soul. I’m sure Allah is proud of you! So nice for you to offer to help others in their dark times! Look at what the world could have missed out on had you gone through with it! So happy you are here to blog today my friend!!! I am here for you too!

    1. I sometimes afraid of myself, when I look at one side of the coin, I just want to run away from myself but than I realise why I am running from my own shade.

      Sometimes having good memory is equally not good. You can recall exactly where things started to turn ugly.

      I tend to salvage myself a little by whatever I can offer myself. I just cry in my heart, that perhaps Allah can forgive me by helping one of His creation. That’s the only medicine which relief me by the thought of it.

      So since the start of self discovery I try to help in anyway I can.

      I am pleased to have your company as well, met so many amazing soul like you. Who don’t know me or we met each other. Some I know for past 10+ years online. And we are like as if they are my family.

      You are like one of them for me.

      This tell me have you received my email?

      1. I am deeply touched by word words. It’s funny that you ask about your email. Remember that I did get it but it was unfortunately after the book contest was over but then I went to look for the email again to talk to you offline by email but couldn’t find it again. Maybe you can resend to me at houstonphotojourney@gmail.com and I will place a special star by it this time!!! ๐Ÿ™‚

          1. Great and thank you!!! I don’t know where the original email could be but I am still relatively new to understanding all that my email program can do and made up all these folders that I thought would help me be better organized but I think I should have left things how they were before as it seemed once I did the folder thing it made it worse but surely I will figure it out and learn how to properly do things…just may take me a while to learn it well ๐Ÿ™‚ …this it “what I learned today” ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

            1. I guess your personal account is different than this one.

              Than what you do in the setting of WP remove the notification of comment, follow and like. That will reduce the flow of emails.

              Only select new post notification. So in your folder will go only that.

              But tell me how you are managing the folder. What different folders you create so that I can help in any way.

              1. Yes, I need to go do this as the email is a lot which is why I did the folders in gmail to organize it but slowly I am getting better to learn it but thank you as I think I do need to do what you suggested to make it easier to manage! Thanks!

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